dear reader,
ive been thinkin about Almost
a return to Self
a found place
yet to be homed
i’ve been thinkin about
how to home It
and love
as the willing decision
to see the human behind the behavior*
and
not just to see
but to observe
and love
as a willing decision
i’ve been thinkin about
tender moments with Self
and love in all directions
i’ve been thinkin about
how
the game
will always be more important
than the individual players
i’ve been thinkin about
willing decisions
and tender moments with Self
and Almosts
and love
((remove the players from the game, and evaluate how that removal changes the game. remove the game from the players and evaluate how that removal changes the players.))
as the love of rain,
as a prickly thing,
*hey. i’m no doctor but the idea of seeing the human behind the behavior sees like tilling breeding ground for normalizing red flag behavior(s). allowing the red flag behavior(s) because of the willing love of the human. potentially fertile ground tilled by narratives and wishful delusions. by a willing decision choked out by predetermined conclusions, especially with long haul intentions.
and i’m still not a doctor, but, i do think being able to offer a genuinely neutral ‘okay’ and moving analytically from sensation, are helpful.
